I was thinking that my life goes so-so. Either im not grateful for what God has given to me, or my life is just getting boring day by days.
Dari liburan genap 1bulan kemarin, ngebuat gue malah makin semangat untuk bangun, and participate in life. Ga deng, semangat aja. Tapi kayaknya wasted banget liburan gue ini. This would be my last long holiday, because i wont get any kind holiday from next year to forever. You'll be missed :'(.
Gue cuma semangat bangun doang, tp ga produktif. Dari sekian wacana wacana gue, yg paling berhasil paling apaya... Listen to all new music, check. Ngerjain tugas, not yet. Belajar, not yet. Wasting money, double check. Rapihin rumah, not yet. Super not. I was so lazy. I even not working out or something. I'm just confused. And then i realise that tomorrow im gonna face the school until next year.
But day by days, im losing my appetite. I just excited, not much. Not productive either. Losing appetite, making me sleep earlier than i ussually do. But big thanks to this holiday, now my sleep pattern getting better. Not going to sleep at 1/2am anymore. Jam 9 saja sudah mengantuk.
Lalu, dimana jenuhnya? Ketika gue sadar, kok gue cuma gini gini aja. Nggak ada peningkatan, skill gue ga bertambah, dompet gue juga malah makin kurus, dan bukannya gara gara agak productive gue malah lebih lurus, tetapi yang gue dapatkan gue jadi lebih banyak pikiran dan beban :(.
Gadeng, bercanda doang.
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